So, Now You

So now youCan please forgive meI want to give you Everything that makes life worth livingYou think I fulfill your dreamsBut I only pray I canSometimes it somehow seemsThat I'm too much of a manAlways questioning somethingNever fully acceptingNot realizing what I haveAlways second guessingThis is a short fictional story, inspired by thinking about the words supposition and speculation. Observing people in daily life, recalling snippets of overheard conversations and the comments of strangers enabled me to stitch together a contemporary scenario wherein a woman notices a young male emerging from a public toilet in a park and notes that he looks ill or ill at ease. The woman is somehow moved to feel concern for his welfare. An older man who is known to the woman exits the toilet block immediately after the young male. This sets off a spark of curious imaginings by the woman as to what might have occurred, if anything, between the two men. Plagued by doubt and speculation, the woman begins to observe the older man at his place of work and she questions his character and possible motives.