Wild Awake

In Wild Awake, Hilary T. Smith’s exhilarating and heart-wrenching YA debut novel, seventeen-year-old Kiri Byrd has big plans for her summer without parents. She intends to devote herself to her music and win the Battle of the Bands with her bandmate and best friend, Lukas. Perhaps then, in the excitement of victory, he will finally realize she’s the girl of his dreams.But a phone call from a stranger shatters Kiri’s plans. He says he has her sister Suki’s stuff—her sister Suki, who died five years ago. This call throws Kiri into a spiral of chaos that opens old wounds and new mysteries.Like If I Stay and The Perks of Being a Wallflower, Wild Awake explores loss, love, and what it means to be alive.ReviewADVANCE PRAISE:“Hilary T. Smith’s absorbing debut whispers with mystery, drawing us into a world of dead sisters, family secrets, midnight bicycle rides, music, madness and art—ultimately exploring that most profound mystery of all: love.” (Gayle Forman, New York Times bestselling author of If I Stay and Just One Day)“Beautiful and energetic…Smith’s a writer to watch.” (Kirkus Reviews)“Most fascinating in this stirring coming-of-age novel are the blurred lines between perception and reality, genius and madness, peace and turmoil. Debut author Smith embraces the complexities of grief, family dynamics, creativity, mental illness, and love and pens them with a thoughtful, subtle hand.” (Horn Book Magazine) From the Back CoverThings you earnestly believe will happen while your parents are away:You will remember to water the azaleas.You will take detailed, accurate messages.You will call your older brother, Denny, if even the slightest thing goes wrong.You and your best friend/bandmate, Lukas, will win Battle of the Bands.Amid the thrill of victory, Lukas will finally realize you are the girl of his dreams.Things that actually happen:A stranger calls who says he knew your sister.He says he has her stuff.What stuff? Her stuff.You tell him your parents won't be able to—Sukey died five years ago; can't he—You pick up a pen.You scribble down the address.You get on your bike and go.Things . . . get a little crazy after that.Also, you fall in love, but not with Lukas.Both exhilarating and wrenching, Hilary T. Smith's debut novel captures the messy glory of being alive, as seventeen-year-old Kiri Byrd discovers love, loss, chaos, and murder woven into a summer of music, madness, piercing heartbreak, and intoxicating joy.