Even Wilder

I close my eyes hoping it will pass. When I open them back up—I'm still lost in it.Love is an explosion you can't contain.Love is the impact after the bang.Love is going to destroy us.I have never fit in.Insignificant.Quiet.Alone. That's me.Wilder Elordi's has always been a wreck.He's Neglected.Abused.Broken.And he's protected me since first grade.We aren't just friends we are in love with each other. I didn't fall in love, it drop kicked me in the face.Our love for each other is more than we know what to do with.It's beautiful but it always ends.That's why I don't want any part of it.But moving away for college changes everything.